usual stuff on a wednesday. Go sch early, for math lecture. Then cuz got cs lab so skipped lessons to prepare for cs. Can't say I'm really happy with the lab, cuz of obvious difference in the difficulty. But owells, what's done is done, complain oso no use. As long as i know I did my best, the results doesn't really matter. What matters is I did my best.
HAHA. nowadays, too tired to emo ba. Oso nothing to really emo about. hahaha, just that, o wells. Nvm.
What is it that I want in life? What do i want to achieve? I know my goals, I know what I want, I know the ways to get to my goals. But, am I willing to make the necessary sacrifices? Sometimes, you just wonder. Is life all about chasing after money, fame and stuff? How about all those things that seem so insignificant, yet makes us different from animals and beasts. Given the ability to think, wad we should really be doing is something that should help the world, instead of coming up with more and more methods to make the world a worse place than it already is.
Then that brings me back to my goals in life. In the first place, why did I yearn for power? Only with power, would people listen to you. Only with power, would your actions make a difference. To make a change to the current society, what I need is the influence to make people do as I wish. And money is the quickest way to do that. Therefore, at the end of the day, money is still the thing that makes us work, instead of money working for us.
There are bigger things in this world other than those minute relationship problems/studies that really matter. Sometimes, we need to look at the bigger picture. Then, we will realise, how small we are.
If i had a choice, I would have told you my feelings, but that does not seem to be the case. For this seems a better situation than what it might be.
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