Sunday, October 04, 2009

Stupid lover?

yi, yi, u're a dumb f***, u're a dumb tw*t. So dumb when it comes to love. Wishing only for the happiness of others? how far can this kinda feeling bring you? To what extent? Endless giving, without taking anything back? Satisfied with whatever small, puny, tiny, little kind of feeling you get from seeing her happy? You're just dumb. Not making your feelings known, what do you wish to achieve? What do you really want. You're just dumb, so dumb, that i can't take it anymore. Yi, u're dumb. Stupid lover, one-way traffic. Just plain, stupid.

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haiz. Maybe i just need some time alone, some time to think, some time to sort my thoughts out. I'm more than clear of my feelings, i know what i feel towards her. Its just that, I'm just dumb when it comes to loving someone. Happiness as long as someone is happy?? Dumb, plain dumb.

Yes, i've emo-ed.

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