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hurh hurh. I realised, my ability to absorb everything during tutorial amazes even myself. I can just go to tutorial without doing anything and just sit down there, but manage to understand every single shit at the end of the tutorial. I know its a bad way of studying, cuz there's no practice involved. I'm just filled with concepts, which I take too long to apply to when it is needed. hmmm, shall practice more. clear 1 tutorial per day until exams. Should be able to do it ba. lolx

And I realised, i haven been emo-ing for quite some time! Which is good! hahahax. Probably because, everything was down to whether I believe or not. If I believe her, then I wouldn't feel so bad anymore. I wouldn't think so much anymore. Even if at the end of the day, it turns out that she has lied to me, at least from this period of time until then, I would live life happily. =D As long as she's happy.

grrrr, requiem just made me jealous with her "I go drink green bean soup". GRRRR! ok la, hahax, I had a nice dinner! better than what I had for myself last night! hahax. The prawns, the fish! oooooooo. loved it! hahax. but it would be better if there was green bean soup. grrrrrrrrrr. lolx

hmmmm, although not emo, there's still something bothering me right now. =X. not really my prob, just a fren's and another fren's. hmmmm. This kinda stuff not everyone can understand, luckily i can, cuz i've been thru that before. O wells, at the end of the day, what matters is what u think and not what others think. If u know that there's nothing going on, then what others think doesn't really matter. Its all down to their ignorance, their childishness to think that this kind of friendship does not exist.

ok, shall read up on some physics then decide whether to watch spain tonight. a spain without torres...hmmmm. o wells, hope there's silva!!